Interest

Hobbies

Drawing

Bookbinding

Digiral Art

Graphic Design

Webdesign (new)

Games

Hoyoverse: Genshin,HSR

Wuthering Waves

CookieRun Kingdom

Uma Musume

Pokemon

Undertale/Deltarune

Hollow Knight

Rainworld

Anime

One Piece

Frieren

Gashiakuta

Hello Visitors
Welcome to my Website!

Name: Spec - Pronouns: She/Her - Age: 22 -

Main Info

I am just another artist with cronic depression who lives in the void, who just wants to find a place to vent..

I rather not have social media, I used to be active on Instagram but I want to move away from it since I don't like Meta and I obviously don't like them stealing artwork.

Not only that I just want a place where I dont have to worry about stuff like the amount of likes I have in a post but I want a place where I can do art for myself rather than caring for what other people think.

I already graduate from school and college. I majored in Graphic Design and yet I dont have anything to show for it and as you know its impossible to find a job in such a field. I cant compare to other people who are simply better than me or have better connections. I'm required to have experience in Adobe but I just refuse to use a predatory software company.

Basically I've been in a state of limbo for the past 2 years and life has been a stuggle.

While I wish things have been different. I dont really regret anything and I am happy for all that I've leared.

Inspiration

I suffer with Maladaptive Daydreaming so I often have trouble keeping in touch with reality.

There so many ideas I want to draw but since I was never good with words, I'll expressed it with art and I want my art to be up to interprentation.

When I was younger all I wanted was to understand and connect with people but as I grew older I realized how complicated the world truly is and became nihilistic but deep down I still held some hope.

Neocities

Inspired from Geocities of the Old Internet

I discovered Neocities after watching a video by Onionboots. And I really wish i discovered it sooner. I missed the old internet and it could've helped me rediscover myself sooner.